--- created_at: '2014-06-23T18:26:16.000Z' title: The Gay Nabokov (2000) url: http://www.salon.com/2000/05/17/nabokov_5/ author: georgecmu points: 79 story_text: '' comment_text: num_comments: 18 story_id: story_title: story_url: parent_id: created_at_i: 1403547976 _tags: - story - author_georgecmu - story_7933513 objectID: '7933513' --- Nabokov was fascinated by doubles, and his work is full of them -- mirrors, twins, reflections, chance resemblances. Sergei was his brother's double, a "shadow in the background," as Nabokov put it. All his life Vladimir would be the golden wordsmith, the master of language; Sergei was afflicted with an atrocious stutter that would only get worse as he got older. He idolized Napoleon and slept with a bronze bust of him in his bed. He also loved music, particularly Richard Wagner, and he studied the piano seriously. Vladimir, by contrast, was almost pathologically insensitive to music, which he once described as "an arbitrary succession of more or less irritating sounds." He would creep up behind Sergei while he was practicing and poke him in the ribs -- something he remembered with bitter remorse in later life. "They were never friends when they were children," says Sikorski. "There was always a sort of *aversion."*